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UNITY

I’m about halfway through Wendell Berry’s The Unsettling of America. It was originally written in the early 1970’s but his insight into culture, agriculture, human bodies and our connections to the earth and each other are timeless. 

I’ve considered myself an urbanite for many years now. While I fantasize about country living, or mountain living, the reality is, I like living 10 minutes or less to the closest Target. Modern conveniences and city life have infiltrated my bones. Though my daydreams sometimes take me to open spaces, with large gardens and lots of trees and a quietness I only experience now during long weekends away, I can’t really imagine not having neighbors nearby, or a taco truck just down the road.

That doesn’t mean I don’t consider the impact and importance of country life.I’m a proud Midwest girl at heart. Though my hometown was too small for a Target, a Wal Mart showed up while I was in high school, as well as an Applebee’s. We lived on the southeast side of town and it only took about 5 minutes to drive to the nearest farm fields. A drive through town and toward the northwest could take 10-15 minutes depending on red lights, then there would be more fields. These were not the small, idyllic family farms of Berry’s childhood. These were monoculture fields of corn and soybeans, 1000’s of acres, with rows extending from the road as far as the eye could see. Although a wonder in it’s own right we’ve come to learn a lot about this type of farming and it’s not all good news. In trying to produce as much as possible, as quickly as possible, the earth is being destroyed in the process. Farms are rarely family owned but rather a financial investment of “city folk” who are not involved in the actual work of the farm, some never seeing the land at all.  Bigger farms of single crops create soil erosion and top-soil depletion at unprecedented rates, resulting in siltation of rivers and estuaries, and lowering of deep-water aquifers due to extensive irrigation. Because the soil is overused, fertilizers and chemicals seem to be the solution for trying to replenish lost nutrients but are full of toxins harmful to the human body. These massive fields require larger, more expensive machinery resulting in debt farmers never expect to pay off. And the majority of “food” produced is not for human consumption. How do we justify this type of farming environmentally and economically?

This week many of us will be feasting. The Thanksgiving holiday in America has a long-standing tradition of being focused on food. And for us city-folk, it’s quite easy to enjoy meal after meal with almost no consideration of where that bounty comes from and what it is we are actually consuming. The convenience of local grocery stores and food delivery has a way of detaching us from our food sources.

Yoga teaches us about unity in the body, mind and spirit. It helps us rediscover the wholeness within ourselves. Unity does not end there. Our connection to the earth and to each other is also vital. Our wholeness depends on the wholeness of all creation. And we all have a part to play. I do not have answers to the problems of American agribusiness. But I do know the benefits of shopping at a local farmer’s market, buying produce in season and limiting my meat consumption. And the joy I experience when my fingernails are full of dirt as I pluck my homegrown carrots from our small piece of earth, is without comparison. Will you join me in finding new, creative ways to reunite with the earth and our larger human community? Please share any tips and ideas for how you build connection with the earth.

WHAT IS YOGA?

Take a moment to visualize ‘yoga’. What comes to mind? Maybe a yoga mat or yoga pants (we all love yoga pants). Maybe you think of a warrior pose or headstand. For most of us, the image is likely visual. It’s important to recognize that our ideas about yoga impact how we approach the practice.

The word ‘Yoga’ is derived from the Sanskrit root ‘Yuj’, meaning ‘to join’ or ‘to yoke’ or ‘to unite’.  Yuj is a physical tool used to join cattle.  Long ago the yuj was used on war horses. It was both the device and technique to calm the horses so they could be focused for the work of war. What an incredible symbol these horses serve as frenetic beings “chomping at the bit.” Uncontrolled horses equaled un-useful horses.

In the time the Upanishads (sacred Hindu texts), we are introduced to the warrior caste and thus war metaphors. In one text, the Katha Upanishad, these high energy horses are compared with our minds.  One passage encourages folks to seek understanding because without it, the mind runs uncontrolled, “like wild horses.” We can now understand the external act of yoking aggressive, out of control horses with the internal work of calming the mind. They recognized just how stubborn our minds can be and that the key is to calm it. In both cases, of the horses and our minds, equanimity serves a greater purpose: for the horses, it is preparation for war, for us, it is the ability to move through the world with skill.

The Yogic scriptures tell us the practice of Yoga leads to the union of individual consciousness with that of the Universal Consciousness, indicating a perfect harmony between the mind and body, humanity and Nature.

Yoga is a verb, an action, something we do. It’s a dynamic activity that encompasses much more than rolling out our mats and doing some poses. Yoga is a process, a way in which we engage the world. As we engage and pay attention, we make choices, learn from those choices and then start the process of engagement again. In the Indian mind, actions are the way we think, move and speak. By training our attention on something, we are engaging with it. We are connecting through yoga. The connection is not just physical, but emotional, mental and spiritual as well.

Thich Nhat Hanh on Walking Meditation - Lion's Roar

Once we understand yoga as something we do to connect and engage with the world; that it takes our entire mind, body and full attention, we begin to notice changes in our “doing yoga.” Some of us practice yoga through asana (physical poses). Others practice yoga through meditation, breath work, chanting, etc. This is all yoga. All are tools to help us pay attention. Kate Saal of One Flow Yoga says, “Yoga is the process we can engage in to understand our body, the way it moves and the way we use it. We can engage with our mind and understand it, where it habitually goes and how to focus it. And we can work with our emotions and notice how we tend to react. Then we can build upon that and bring space so that we are not just responding to stimuli all of the time.”

Lastly, we do all of this wearing attire that helps us in the process of relating to the world…yoga pants. And who doesn’t love yoga pants?

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TURNING WITHIN

The Autumn Equinox is today! The sun will spend approximately the same amount of time above and below the horizon; rising due east, setting due west, and appearing directly overhead at midday. For a brief moment, twice a year, the Earth is divided into equal parts night and day.

And now, those of us in the Northern Hemisphere begin to lean away from the sun and begin our descent toward winter. As the sunlight continues to decrease each day, we are invited to turn toward the light within.

The rhythm of nature has much to teach us. In rural Illinois, where I grew up, the Autumn Equinox symbolizes the completion of the harvest season. The crops have been gathered and stored for the long, barren winter. There is a stillness and darkness that settles over the fields. Beyond the farms, many communities see and experience plants surrendering their vegetation in response to shorter days and cooler temperatures. Their leaves drained of life-giving sustenance, eventually fall in the ultimate display of impermanence. The ground absorbs heat and moisture at greater rates and air currents circulate near its surface. These environmental cues are a reflection of our internal seasons and display the wisdom of the planet by letting go, slowing down and taking time for restorative practices.

The Autumn Equinox is an invitation into the cosmic darkness. With each passing day, nighttime arrives a little earlier and lingers into our waking hours. This is a gift! The environmental down-time encourages us to welcome and not resist the force of consciousness that pulls us inward. This is a time for meditation and rest. Use this opportunity to surrender to your inner gravity, ask difficult questions, and listen deeply for what arises. Get curious as you dive into the darkness.

Just as the Earth experiences light and darkness, we all embody light and darkness. Our shadow side encompasses all things outside the light of consciousness, good and bad. Our unconscious contains everything that is unseen or hidden from awareness, like the dark side of the moon. It makes sense that we might try to conceal our least desirable qualities. Unconsciously we may also hide our brightest attributes on account of shadow forces like shame or lack of self-esteem.

Shadow work is as important to revealing our light as it is to release our darkness. And what better time to do that work than between the fall equinox and the winter solstice? This is a time to do some digging and discover what has been churning beneath the surface, a time to invite such thoughts and emotions to gently rise and dissolve. Maybe these prompts can help facilitate this inner exploration as you contemplate, meditate or journal.

  • What has been my personal harvest this year, what has grown into full expression and brought me joy? Begin each sentence with I celebrate…
  • What seeds of insight will I collect and re-plant in the next season? I nourish…
  • Where am I holding back or ceding to doubt? What fears are stalling me? I am afraid of…
  • Where am I creating struggle or holding on? How can I conserve energy by releasing any unnecessary effort in this cycle? I release…
  • Am I housing any latent anger towards myself or others? How can I liberate myself from it? I forgive…
  • Do I presently feel ashamed or embarrassed by any behaviors or decisions I have made? How can I lay them to rest? I accept…
  • Do I feel guilty for any of my thoughts, words, or actions? How can I make a conscious change? I resolve…
  • If my body were to speak, what would it say to me? I hear…

How do you plan to welcome and accept both the light and the darkness?

BREATHE.

To breathe is to live. Without breath, life ceases. This vital, life force energy is the animating force of all creation. It is present in ALL living things. In Sanskrit it’s prana. For ancient Hebrews it’s ruachand for the Greeks pneuma.  These all translate to breath, wind, spirit.

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I was fortunate to participate in a BLM protest in City Heights back in June. This socially distanced, masked gathering of children & families was a powerful experience. Surrounded by people of color, we chanted, “Say their names. Breonna Taylor, George Floyd,” as we marched from Rosa Parks Elementary School to the Mid City Police Station and back. I was silenced as the chants turned to, “I can’t breathe.” It was the first time I considered the severity of that statement. To breathe is to live. Without breath, life ceases. And our BIPOC sisters and brothers are not only living in fear of that breath being taken from them they are experiencing it at alarming rates at the hands of people we expect to protect and serve all of us.

Most of the time we don’t even notice we are breathing, it’s controlled by our body’s autonomic nervous system. This nervous system is made up of 2 parts: the sympathetic nervous system (SNS), which stimulates our fight or flight response and directly correlates with our inhalation and the parasympathetic nervous system (PNS) which stimulates our rest and digest system, relaxing the body after stimulation and directly correlates with our exhalation.

I’m sure you’ve heard at some point in life to, “Stop and take a deep breath.” While the intention is good, our breath can help to calm us, taking a deep breath (think inhalation) actually causes our diaphragm to move down and the volume in our thoracic cavity increases as our lungs fill with air. As they fill, they also begin to compress the walls of the heart, which in turn restricts blood flow going into and out of the heart. To compensate for this restriction, our heart rate increases, stimulating our fight-or-flight response. When we exhale, our diaphragm moves up and the volume in our thoracic cavity decreases as our lungs empty the air inside them, which relaxes our bodies. In short, it is actually our exhale, not our inhale, which helps our body relax.

 The good news is that we have the ability to affect our breathing rate. We can change our breathing. This means we can train ourselves to respond to over-breathing with an intentional breathing pattern designed to promote relaxation.

Some researchers recommend a specific ratio of inhalation to exhalation that can be practiced in the moment when wanting to achieve a more relaxed breathing state. For example, Inna Kahzan, a clinical instructor of psychology at Harvard Medical School, recommends a 4:6 ratio — 40% of the breath cycle spent on inhalation and 60% of the breath cycle spent on exhalation.

Though the exact breath count that is most helpful for you may vary based on your natural breathing rate (some people tend to breath at a higher/lower rate than others), a rough estimate of what this ratio would look like is to inhale for a count of 1…2…3…4 and then exhale for a count of 1…2…3…4…5…6, where each count lasts one second.

Take a minute to guide yourself, “Breath in — 1…2…3…4, and breathe out — 1…2…3…4…5…6.”

Focus on normal inhalations, neither too short nor too long, and then extend the exhalation. You will begin to notice yourself calming down, which in turn will better enable you to focus on your upcoming challenges. Yet like most things, using breathing to regulate your nervous system takes practice, so it’s important to make extended exhalations a part of your regular routine.

But stop and imagine for a moment the sensation of not being able to breathe, not being able to take an inhalation, grasping desperately for that necessary oxygen for your body, your life to continue. And now imagine moving through the world, with the thought in the back of your mind that your breath may be taken from you at any moment for any reason. This stress and trauma being thrust upon our BIPOC sisters and brothers is reprehensible. The next time you pause to take that deep breath, call to mind all those chanting in the streets and those whose last utterances were, “I can’t breathe.”

LIGHT

I’m not sure how to talk about light without also talking about darkness. The two are forever intertwined. Our challenge is to find the balance so that even if we find ourselves swinging wildly one way, we eventually make our way back to center. One doesn’t have to look very far to see the darkness: police brutality, racial injustice, a global pandemic, poverty and environmental destruction, just to name a few. Several months ago as the world began to shut down I was quickly filled with a  sense of hope. It seemed there was a great opportunity during this global pause to evaluate priorities and maybe even make some major shifts in how humanity was living and engaging with one another and the environment. I’ve always believed that Americans are compassionate and have a way of really rising to the occasion during crises. It’s happened countless times throughout history.

90B92357-09C9-4FB7-8E21-EEE54D6EAC35-1023x675Unfortunately over the last couple months, for so many reasons, I think people have become weary, disheartened and have in return started acting out of self-interest more and more. Many of us have realized we are in this for the long haul and it’s dark, it’s heavy and it threatens to really drag us down. I’m awestruck and frankly disappointed by the countless folks who continue to believe this pandemic is a hoax, who feel wearing a mask impedes their liberties and who flout public health orders. We know that people of color are disproportionately impacted by coronavirus both in acquiring the illness and in death. We cannot deny the direct link to the racial injustices that have LONG impacted these communities in areas of education, health care, housing, and jobs. But do we care? Do we really care?

Or are we merely content claiming BLACK LIVES MATTER on our social media all the while going back to “life as normal” because we’re tired of the inconvenience and will not likely be directly impacted?

So what about light? Where is the light? In times of extreme darkness we must double down on the things that bring the light: countless frontline workers and health professionals giving of themselves everyday, people choosing to wear masks and social distancing in the midst of fighting for racial justice through public protests, young people leading the way regarding climate change and record numbers of black women running for public office and specifically here in San Diego, countless volunteers showing up on Zoom to assist refugee students navigate online learning.

The darkness may try to overtake us. We may fall down and wish to wallow in our misery. But that’s not a long-term solution. We have to rise up and do things that connect us to our bodies, our spirits and to each other. We have to find ways to tend the flame, however small it may seem.

My yoga practice has helped me sustain the light these last few months. It gives my busy mind a rest from all the possible doomsday scenarios. It helps my body release built up tension and relieves my muscles of the burden of stress. When I practice alone I receive a respite from dealing with people altogether and when I practice with others, I’m reminded that the world is not completely mad.

8986077_0I often end my yoga classes with, “Namaste.” One of it’s most common translations is “the light in me honors the light in you.” In dark times, this simple word is a much needed reminder that there is light in me and light in you. There’s power in this human connection. May it give us the strength to rise up and shine another day.

Where do you experience light these days? Share your thoughts below, they may be just the encouragement someone needs to hear.